Friday, August 29, 2014
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
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Thursday, August 21, 2014
Monday, August 18, 2014
Some even have died from missing him so.
Now image loosing your mind because the man has died and you love him that much. Well June 27th of 2009,i lost my mind and my religion! That day i asked God for MJ to get in my head and heart. No matter the bad things to come. I wanted him to come around me. I asked for his soul and heart. I asked to be telepathically connected to him. Well i lost my mind then. All the symptoms of mania along with delusions and psychic predicuments followed. I could hear MJ and smell him. I could feel him clinging to my body. Hugging me. I could tell he changed and the devil won his soul too! I felt sick alot. I see visions of him noone sees. I can hear him laugh and tell me shut up. I can sometimes hear him in my room. My mania has it good qualities. I am loosing it to MJ and got money from the government cause of it. I get $629 a month for this weirdness. Been in a few hospitals randomly. And guess what? I take a few meds MJ took every day! One is lorzepram and the other is opioids and trazadone. I am also addicted to pain killers and take meds for sleep. I have a case manger named Briana Perry.And a shrink i see every month. Dr.Shah. i got to GCBHS here in Cincy. It is required. So after five years my Mj Schizophrenia has gotten better at times. Other times it horrid. Three voices. Satan,MJ aka Daryl,and Gus/Sergio/MJ impersonator or unknown person. The Satan one is the worst. He slanders and changes his voice. Very tired of him. The Daryl aka MJ is funny and silly. Likes funny stuff and shows funny visions. Last is the unknown person saying they are Sergio Cortes or other times Gus Jackson. They seem confused about me. Learning and listening to my mind. Sometimes they blend in with the others and make me go manic! Whoever these people are they are men and abit crazy too. I pray this will end but it isnt. Sometimes i want to kill myself. I totally lost my mind cause of Michael. I hope others dont any more. Sometimes i stay up watching info on how he became evil. Indeed he is! Satan came around me or whomever this is. And the other voices are just as bad most times. All they do is slander me and get in my life! They lie too! I hope before i get too old this will stop. I have lost friends online and off cause of me.
Saturday, August 2, 2014
Gus and I were facebook friends and lovers for three years! Sweet messages and comments and virtual hugs and kisses. Pretended to be kind to me. I did all the talking and supporting him in groups and forums and pages. All he cared about was the online friendship part. He did send me something in the mail from Alunia. His production company. Which is sweet but he does this to all of his facebook buddies he talks to. I didnt get a thing after. Not even an invite to come see him live in Canaria. He broke my heart saying i only like him cause of the MJ get up.That its just an impersonation. He hid his true self from me. I didnt know how he looked normally. I thought he was that sexy even without the makeup. Later he came clean as Gus HS on Facebook. Short hair and very scruffy face. It was obvious he used some extras to make up his face. Also he wears a wig and a weave. Someone told me he cut off all his real hair. Sad. One guy told me Gus is a liar. He been performing 20 years in Carnaria and as a record store clerk. He didnt have sex until recent with a man and a woman. That he is very shy. But has a sting sharper than a knife. Fuck with him he will kill you! That he is also very biased. Hates black women and fat people. This is all true! Also he is a mommas boy. Always around his mom and she buys his clothes. Gus isnt very popular without alot of my work either. I told hundreds about him from US to Asia on this blog and my groups and my Facebook pages. Also word of mouth to my casemangers and staff people. They are speechless! To most Gus is a dedicated performer and inspiration because of his impersonation. But he is not very popular outside of his country at all. Even in Spain he is second or third to Sergio Cortes who looks better and performs outside of Spain with a huge fanbase. Neither like each other or met in person. One donates money to. I really loved Gus. Mostly the images. Now his real self is out there and from what i saw he only adds other Latinos he knows to his real account as his private personal account as Gus HS.
Friday, August 1, 2014
I got my Educational/GED Prep Award on Friday at iKron! I am not sure if I can get into college again with it,but my other certificate fr...
I know this post might upset some. I don't care! Me and Sergio and my family and friends aren't cool anymore. We all had a fall o...
I had just come in from the store. "Daryl I'm back",I called out. I sat the bags down and looked at the answering machine. N...
Pablo on Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/pablo.cortes.587268?ref=ts Alot about this guy floating around on MJ forums and Pearl Jr'...