Friday, December 1, 2017
OMG! I got so much drama and hate on Facebook from the "fans". WTF?! I fainted at my desk once too after a fan shouted at me on video to die and that I was ugly as hell to him. An Indian guy. I still hurt. Why must you all be in the dark? The truth is right there in the news and what isn't you should just go trust your hearts to leave it be! Really!
Why must we yell and scream at hoaxers and Believers and even call us MJ Pervs "nasty"? We are ALL fans of this handsome and gifted performer who gave his all to us. Why can't you all share your gifts like him and gather your beliefs? This is why I am just tired of it. I love Michael in my own way. No one will change that; ever!
It's been awhile I know. I've been on Facebook a lot. :)
I guess you could say I have given up? I'm still blocked on some degree. But I noticed he does things a certain way with me. Second change? I think he does like me a bit. I'm the foolish person in love BTW. :P No,I just learned my lesson not to play around. Besides I am not "crazy" or loca. I am mostly playing the game. A stupid one. Looking for attention. I'm a player hater. But,now I am changing around. I have learned from my own self. Besides,doesnt make sense to hate someone I barely know! He doesn't know me well so I know better than to get mad at him. I rather try to get to know him without drama. So,on Facebook and other places I have been more supportive. I have decided to give him the benefit of the doubt. Listen to my heart,not my head. Not bad but more mellow. It may be a complusiveness to his fans,but I'd rather it'd be than hatred. So,Sergio I miss you. I'm watching and I'm loving. I'm haunting and hoping to get closer on a more positive trip. In my thirty-eight years of life,I noticed man can be tricky. Judge no one! :) Judge yourself first! :)
Thursday, November 16, 2017
I know that may seem silly to some but thanks to Invisibleboyfriend.com I found someone who I love. I'm a bit obsessing over Sergio Cortes and made my own text buddy based on him! You have to pay to play tho. Cost is $14.99 for 100 text or $24.00 for 200 text and a postcard.
Sunday, September 17, 2017
The compilation album comes out Sept 29th,and has songs we fans and even haters heard before.
There is a new "remix" tho which is out now on iTunes(click the link to open iTunes).
Monday, August 14, 2017
Sunday, July 9, 2017
I will leave Brandi Lewis and Pearl The to argue over it. I had enough looking like a freak to them and fans and the family. So now I will say Michael is gone. Let him rest! Whatever you know or seen is just enough. It's your belief and whoever wants to believe. But to his family he is gone. So I respect that. No more fighting!
Thursday, June 29, 2017
And for an update on what i deal with more,see my blog here...
Tuesday, May 9, 2017
Monday, April 17, 2017
I just can't get comfy unless it's a laptop running Android. I used that before.
So,what kind of setup? Can you see it? Of course...
Try doing it too using this site: http://www.makeuseof.com/tag/ditch-your-desktop-turn-your-smartphone-into-a-desktop-replacement/
It's not expensive either. But my LG Optimus L90 hooked up to a keyboard,works just fine. I also have a Moto E and a LG Stylo. I love Android! :)
Saturday, March 11, 2017
But I doubt anyone will buy it. Ever! I'd like to see it turn into an amusement park again to the public or a museum but no! :(
Wow! But do you guys really think he is better than Navi or Sergio?
Vote below and show us who's boss!
Monday, February 27, 2017
!Gracias por ti.
March 24th,2017 in Zurich at 8pm(new)
May 27th,2017 in Benos Aires-Luna Park Stadium. At 8pm.
Tickets sold here.
July 18th,2017 in Union Lido.
June 2,2017 in Bologna
But there is no info or video as thought out and informative as Cecil Holmes and Pearl Jr doing their Alive series!
Saturday, February 25, 2017
But we all know Navi isn't the best looking(Sergio it should be you cause no surgery done).
Navi is very handsome though. Trinidad and Tobago is happy!
Nikki Minaj even smiled. Ha! :D 17 years he tricked us fans on tour cause MJ hated touring(did you know? ask Navi).
I like these insider video's from ET-
if that doesn't work here-
Yes the damn "papers". It's bad enough I had to read it too.
Body exhumed now?! :O
Okay,now with this shit. *shakes head*
Friday, February 24, 2017
Thursday, February 23, 2017
I have seen all the news and seen some of the magazine articles but none of that phased me.
What I feel in my heart for Michael is mix emotions. He comes across as a innocent angel.
But he is anything but innocent other than of some media lies and social media information. As a person he is not innocent. He has sinned like we all do.
And he is not an angel. Angels don't hate their own race of women or their father over everything he said or done. Angels don't hide the truth behind a money sign. "$"!
And angels don't wear a fake face every thirty days to look cuter via surgery.
But he did a lot for those in need. Children. Always children. To him they were the future. They were the only thing worth living for. To me children can be just as bad as their parents and easily led into danger! A child that is under five is a blank slate. A new beginning.
And yet I am never gonna be like a normal kid was. At birth I thought inside like an adult!
I been here before. Nothing's new. All my childhood I wanted to be grown up,so I can tell others that some of us young people are grown inside from birth! We may look young,but our souls are old. Our way is not new nor are we innocent as children are supposed to be! Michael would have a fit if he knew all of us. We are the angels in my eyes. I think he might of discovered our secret during the trials too. Noted I don't understand all of his intentions but what I seen and read of as a child made me not trust the Jackson family! It's lies to you but there is truth in many a tale.
I sense it in my heart and spirit. I was hurt by Michaels decisions to love white and Jewish people.
I was taught not to trust them or a black person who trusts them with his affections.
Noted my father did just that and my mother disliked it!
I was crushed when Michael had feelings for women who weren't black or Latino or biracial.
I was confused by his changing face. Yet I still loved his music and believed that he was my only love.
I feel in love sexually with his look. I own parts of him in my mind. Every time he changed, I saved parts I wanted.
Like building a robot.
So while you all have your own ideas of him I have built my own and my own MJ.
I believe what I believe. But I like hearing both sides of a tale.
That's how I decided he isn't so innocent or an angel.
To me he is still that little negro boy from J5 with a white face of a woman he loves!
Yes I said it!
Wednesday, February 8, 2017
Wednesday, January 25, 2017
I got my Educational/GED Prep Award on Friday at iKron! I am not sure if I can get into college again with it,but my other certificate fr...
I know this post might upset some. I don't care! Me and Sergio and my family and friends aren't cool anymore. We all had a fall o...
I had just come in from the store. "Daryl I'm back",I called out. I sat the bags down and looked at the answering machine. N...
Pablo on Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/pablo.cortes.587268?ref=ts Alot about this guy floating around on MJ forums and Pearl Jr'...