Thursday, June 29, 2017

Tender Mercies and dealing with the madness in my mind!

As I stated in my last post I am dealing with some bogus mental illness cause of Michael and some other personal reasons. Before 2009,I was not healing voices at all! Nothing but music in my head that repeated. Sometimes I was very ill,but nothing like what I deal with now. Well,I am not alone. Since 2015 I have been living at a facility for those with mental illness called TENDER MERCIES INC. Its a housing program for adults with mental illness who are dealing with homelessness,abuse,and other issues. I wanted to mention it,cause many of the fans of MJ make fun of what I mention here. Even Pearl Jr attacked me like I was some idiot. She has no idea what I was getting at or going thru. It's rude! It's bad enough I hear voices both inside and out my head cause of a breakdown over MJ,but to deal with non-believers and haters is just madness. But anyway,I am doing ok. I can heal. For more on TENDER MERCIES or to donate see this site....
http://www.tendermerciesinc.org 
And for an update on what i deal with more,see my blog here...
http://mydumbvoices.blogspot.com/

What I'm dealing with,cause of MJ...

The devil keeps talking to me and playing around with my sense to know reality from fiction. Whole bunch of trying to see me from inside out. And Daryl(Michael Jackson)keeps getting in it. I know its crazy saying I hear Michael Jackson and the devil from hell,but it's what I hear. And all they do is pity me and annoy the Lord. It's disqusting! Pills don't help,sleep don't help,nothing helps! Ever since June 27th,2009,I been hearing this shit and it's cause I asked God for Michael Jackson's soul and to hear him telepathically after his faked death. No he isn't dead to me. God or Michael got upset and since then voices been inside and out my mind,playing with life. I pray,I take pills,I sit alone quietly. Nothing eases these voices much and God is saying I asked for this! The good thing is I've been living with this disability for 8 years now. And I get SSI now. I get $735 a month. I live pretty well off it too,but rent is outrageous in most places. I can work too if I want,but right now hearing these voices in my life from the inside out,is just too much! I refuse to work and go back to school right now.

Graduation 2018 at iKron!

I got my Educational/GED Prep Award on Friday at iKron! I am not sure if I can get into college again with it,but my other certificate fr...